Stress over New York Life is making me so much worse!!

I have been approved for New York Life short term disability and long term disability since June of 2013. I’m 27 years old and due to a severe reaction I have become very ill with what multiple doctors have said is consistent with fibromyalgia. I have had negative reactions to almost all treatments, and continue to get worse. I was approved for this long with LTD, but when up for review I was denied. I have already had my first denial with social security as well. I have been in the care of rheumatologists, neurologists, immunologist, primary care doctors, and physical therapy. I’m considered on the “severe” end of the disease. Going for an appeal as of last week. Feeling like I’m in over my head even though I have successfully gained benefits on my own this far. The stress is making it so much worse!